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today was boring.
nothing really happened
but i'll be doing something tomorrow
i wont waste my spring break on doing nothing
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SPRING BREAK YAY !!
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OLD NAVY USES CHILD LABOR !!
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so starting monday i participated in a program called "every 15 minutes".
it was about drinking and driving and the effects it has. and just drinking in general.
i got to play someone who was pulled from class, there was 22 of us who did that, as if we died and played someone called the living dead.
we walked around school in white face makeup with black under the eyes and on the lips, we weren't aloud to talk or even smile. for one night we weren't aloud to call our parents and we had to stay in a hotel. i know that it doesn't give off the impresion that it gave off to me but it was so surreal. we even do a mock car crash and two people are DOA, one is critically injured and dies in the hospital, and 2 are just ijured badly but still technically live, and then there is a histarical injured student, and the drunk driver who "goes to jail".
it was so emotional. the crash is unscripted and is all suppossed to come from instinct and the students invovled did an AMAZING job. then overnight we stayed in a hotel and did some activites. we saw a slide show from that day. then we played a game about the interesting facts we wrote down about ourselves from meetings before. then we laid down and listened to a script that made us feel dead and then turned around and wrote a goodbye letter as if we were dead to our parents, they wrote one to us that same night.then the next day we had an assembly and we were reunited with our parents and family and friends. it was so surreal just how real it felt. it sure put some things in perspective for me and i'm sure other students, especially those of us who were involved in this progrom, which was 30 altogether.i now know just how stupid drinking is. i don't have anything against people who drink but people who drink and drive i have no respect for. it showed me how much we really all take for granted and that we never really take the time to appreciate what chances and the life we're given. it showed me that teens in general think that the only drama we're ever going to go through is bad relationships, fights with friends, teachers who we think hate us, bad grades, and other small things that that. but then you go through something like this and realize just how trivial these things are.
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1. Initials: J.C.D.
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:some girl named katie at my school. who finds it necessary that every time she sees me to yell out [only something something days till our bday]
3. Last thing you ate: ummmmm pizza
4. For or against same sex marriage: FOR.
5. Are you homophobic: no way. i really think homophobie is a ridiculous thing.
6. Last person you hugged: my mommy :]
7. Do you believe in God: NO.
8. How many US states have you been to: ummmm let me think...1..2..3..4..5..6 yeah six.
9. How many of the US states have you lived in: 1. born and raised an oc kid.
10. Ever lived outside of the US: i could only wish. maybe soon though :]
11. Name something you like physically about yourself:my my my facee....?
12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: my adventurous and risk taking nature. I'LL TRY ANYTHING ONCE!
13. What is your dads name: Jesse
14. Why are you still up?: cause it's only 6:20
15. Who made you angry today?: my FUCKING TOE. and stupid people at my school.
16. Favorite type of Food?: thai food and fast food.
17. Favorite holiday: halloween and my birthday
18. Do you download music: sometimessss
19. What illegal things have you done: stolen, smoked cigarettes, drank, drove in a car w/out a seatbelt, stayed out past curfew, gone to the beach after it closed, sex with someone 18+, dowloaeded music illegally, corrupted youth, snuck out of the house, snuck someone into the house, drove withsomeone under their 6 months, was part of a drug deal, got a ticket, threatened to kill someone[a felony],brought weapons to school, smoked weed, ditched school.....i could keep going.
20. Where would you want to go on a first date: dinner and a movie...maybe their room. HA just kidding bout that last part. :] i'm not easy...
21. Would you date the person who posted this before you?: nah man we've had drama. i love that girl though. she's cute and funny.
22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally: yes. it was amazing and romantic :]
23. Have you ever cried for no reason: yes i hae that. i do it often.
24. Do you like Bush: no i don't. but i seriously don't want to get into this because it takes too long to explain. but if i get the time sure, i'll explain.
25. Have you ever bungee jumped: i will soon.
26. Have you ever white-water rafted: ino but i would like to.
27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you: hahaha yes it's disturbing sometimes.
28. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings: hell yeah motha fucker
29. Have you met a real redneck: my family is full of them on my mom's side.
30. How's the weather outside: wonderful [as inovercast and chilly <3]
31. What song are you listening to right now: down and out--the acadamy is...
32. What are your current fav songs: anything chiodos,glass jaw,the acadamy is,nirvana, saosin, and more...too many favorites baby.
33. What was the last movie you watched: uhm.. in good company.
34. Do you wear contacts: nope. for having brown eyes they're mysterious enough and pretty enough for me <3
35. Where was the last place you went besides your house: the doctor's to get the tip of a sewing needle out of my toe.
36. What are you afraid of: losing the people i love and being with out anyone for my lifetime. other then that nothing.
37. How many piercing and tattoos do you have: 2 peircings will have more peircings soon and getting tattoos soon also.
38. How many pets do you have: one doggy.
39. Have you ever loved someone:yes i have. what a waste of love that boy was though.
40. What turns you on: A LOT OF THINGS!!
41. What do you usually order from Starbucks: carmel frap. or white chocolate mochoa
42. Have you ever fired a gun: yes. hahaha i'll bust a cap in yo ass biotch! J/K
43. Are you missing someone: yes i am...
44. Fav TV show: related, project runway, america's next top model, cartoons rule too!
45. Do you have an ipod: no sir.
46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb:uhh. no not really. i dont think i look like anyone thats not related to me.
47. What's your mom's name: Patricia[aka Patty]
48. Who would you like to see right now: ethan, cam, svet,lawrence[aka enzo],chandra, lacey.
49. Favorite band of all time (ONLY ONE): shit why do this too me...i can't choose.
50. Dogs or cats: dogs
51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to: hahaha only a million times!
52. Favorite flower: lillies are absolutely gorgeous
53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn: buttered and salted
54. What books are you reading: i read all the time...at the moment i'm reading "twilight" by stephanie meyer. and yesterday i finished "shattering glass".
55. Have you ever ridden in a limo:yes i have :]
56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away: yes unfotunately 3 days after my thirteenth birthday.
57. Do you watch MTV: sometimes...i am watching "next" right now :]i love that show.
58. What are some things that really bug you: ignorance, stupidity, lack of common sense,random noises[i do that though], wimps, not taking risks.
59. What are some things you really like doing: meeeting new people, reading, drawing, taking pictures, taking risks and going on adventures, spending time with friends, and LAUGHING
60. Do you like Michael Jackson: yes i like his music. no i don't like him
61. Can you dance: ha i love to dance whether i can or can't... but luckily i can.
62. Favorite basketball team: i don't watch basketball.
63. Favorite cereal: either lucky charms, and honey nut cheerios
64. Do you drive:no i will soon though
65. What's the latest you have ever stayed out? pretty much all dayyy. i once went to denny's at 2 am.
66. Last time you went bowling: like 2 months ago.
68. Who was your last phone call: nick
69. Last time you were at work: i don't work.
70. What's your favorite state to be in: cali or hawaii
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